Before you know you r ill?

In the begining
Did you believe what voices say!
How long it took for you to know you r ill??

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I still have a hard time not listening to them and I’ve known I’ve been ill for 14 years.

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I never heard voices mine was anxiety, delusions and maybe mood too but my psychiatrist didn’t think it was bipolar or schizophrenia like the hospital did she thought it was GAD and paranoid delusional disorder. but the delusions were like a 50/50 belief like i knew i sounded crazy but yet i feared they may be true too So i know I let my family down but I didn’t know how to fix it. plus it felt like i just couldn’t get 100% better took the resperidone for years and the delusions never fully went away but more to the back of my mind but the anxiety seemed worse on the ap was almost constant and strong. Felt bad for my family tried to act normal but I know they saw the fear in my eyes and i kept having to go back to the hospital.

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I always knew I was ill with something. With what exactly I wasn’t sure. I never went to see a pdoc because I was afraid of the consequences. Like losing my nursing license. Or my place in nursing school. And I was right to be concerned because when the authorities found out about my diagnosis, (sza), they snagged my nursing license right away.

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