My sleep is back to feont im waking at midnight but im doing okay apart from some bad thoughts sometimes of my past. I don’t understand how one thing leads to another and snowballs ? This always happens to me. I just want a friggin quiet life and im halfway there. Hubbys sleep is a mess but he is a big support to me so were good for each other.
Currently nursing my youngest. He has a temperature and a cough. In the morning I will take him to the doctors. He isn’t himself. Very quiet. Always something with kids. Oh well.
Tired to get hold of the mental health team. No answer.
I just got out of the hospital yesterday…I’ve slept 10 total hours out of the last 72. I am somewhat manic but i didn’t want to stay in the H cuz i was no longer suicidal. It’s gonna snow today and I’m taking my best friend out to lunch for his birthday.