Well i was at my parents for 5 weeks for the holidays and I was so happy, like very happy and enjoyed every minute of it. I flew back home yesterday and within an hour I’m depressed and sad. And today I’m still depressed. I live by myself, my wife comes visits 1-3 times a week with my son since we separated back in July. We’re back together now but not living together since she got a house with a friend and is stuck there now. The plan is to move together to Germany 
this year when we all have our passports. But I can’t keep living all alone. Her seeing me during the week isn’t enough. I need constant physical contact with someone like in the house with me. I got 2 cats but that’s simply not enough to make me feel accompanied, don’t get me wrong they’re great companions but I need my wife, or family. I’m planning on just selling everything, pack my bags and move down with my parents in Alabama from here in Virginia until I go to Germany. I’m just… ugh depressed and don’t know what to really do. I guess I’m ranting about my sad life 
been crying since yesterday too 
fml…
Big hugs. I also live alone and I know this feeling. I live alone 4 days a week nights with family. The 4 nights alone is hard.
Trying to keep busy helps but finding things to do is hard but I know what you are going through.
I found a great app called audible where you can listen to books. It keeps one company and does not require much concentration it is helping me.
Il look into audible! And yeah it just sucks. I don’t have any other family nearby so no one I can go and visit. Don’t really have any friends living nearby either. So I might just pack up and leave but I gotta talk to the wife first about it ya know. Can’t just up and go one day to another. I wish you could spend every night with them, that would be nice for you I bet!
I am so sorry you are so alone…I am glad you got back together with your wife…I was alone a long time…no advice…I don’t know what to say except that I am sorry.
Yeah I’m happy we’re together again, just wish we lived together, it’s pretty hard being alone all the time. I don’t have anyone else here in Virginia. That’s why I’m planning on just moving down to my parents! Il reunite with my wife and son in Germany this year
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