Hey, wait! What is life? I even forgot how life is 
I had pleasures now I donāt know I like to pace and visit this forum. 
I used to like to pace too. now I dont.
I have no energy anymore. I am living dead.
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This forum is the most interesting thing I do with my life.
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ye and the only thing I do. pretty patheticā¦
@Om_Sadasiva you have nothing to apologize for.
We all do our best.
For some it means more, for some less.
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my best is not enough. I canāt do things. how are your negative symptoms?
@Om_Sadasiva perhaps you should lower your expectations.
My expectations from life are very low.
Otherwise I would just drive myself crazy.
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tell me how bad are your negative symptomsā¦
@Om_Sadasiva I can do nothing.
I canāt work, study or do household chores.
The only things I can do is this forum , play chess and read a bit.
Thatās it.
I have severe cognitive symptoms.
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My positive symptomps are creapy and so disgusting they want me to give all my money away to charity, marry a women I hate. And dame it things are not seem to going to end up in a nice way. Am I a bank!
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I donāt enjoy chess anymore.
so you know from suffering.
you suffer and you know.
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You can teach me about Buddhism, I believe in reincarnation
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@Om_Sadasiva I hate the life that I live.
I want to adopt a religious lifestyle but Iām not able to due to my disability.
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everything is a lesson. our suffering is just what Buddhism says: that life is suffering. the root of suffering is thirst for things. ending in thirst is the path of nirvana.
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I have no thirst for things. I have a disability to enjoy simple breathing, walking, etc.
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I donāt want a good life. but it is unbearable.
Donāt give up, this is your depression that is speaking.
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I fight as much as I canā¦ I see no hope though.