Avolition yeyeyeye

Hey, wait! What is life? I even forgot how life is :smile:

I had pleasures now I don’t know I like to pace and visit this forum. :slight_smile:

I used to like to pace too. now I dont.
I have no energy anymore. I am living dead.

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This forum is the most interesting thing I do with my life.

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ye and the only thing I do. pretty pathetic…

@Om_Sadasiva you have nothing to apologize for.
We all do our best.
For some it means more, for some less.

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my best is not enough. I can’t do things. how are your negative symptoms?

@Om_Sadasiva perhaps you should lower your expectations.
My expectations from life are very low.
Otherwise I would just drive myself crazy.

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tell me how bad are your negative symptoms…

@Om_Sadasiva I can do nothing.
I can’t work, study or do household chores.
The only things I can do is this forum , play chess and read a bit.
That’s it.
I have severe cognitive symptoms.

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My positive symptomps are creapy and so disgusting they want me to give all my money away to charity, marry a women I hate. And dame it things are not seem to going to end up in a nice way. Am I a bank!

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I don’t enjoy chess anymore.
so you know from suffering.
you suffer and you know.

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You can teach me about Buddhism, I believe in reincarnation

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@Om_Sadasiva I hate the life that I live.
I want to adopt a religious lifestyle but I’m not able to due to my disability.

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everything is a lesson. our suffering is just what Buddhism says: that life is suffering. the root of suffering is thirst for things. ending in thirst is the path of nirvana.

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That is what @Chess24 is suggesting, don’t thirst for a good life and your suffering will end. :slight_smile:

I have no thirst for things. I have a disability to enjoy simple breathing, walking, etc.

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I don’t want a good life. but it is unbearable.

Don’t give up, this is your depression that is speaking.

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I fight as much as I can… I see no hope though.