I have trouble swallowing and I think my pdoc might be right, that it’s not a result of psychiatric medicines. I ate dinner tonight and got bloated from drinking so much water to get it down I felt sick and I said to myself I have the choice of dying. People endure so much in life, worse things than that, they may not think so much about it like me. And then there is someone who commits suicide every 40 seconds around the world. Why do some stick around and others check out? I can’t wait till something worse befalls me! I’m down because I’m alone every day and I’ve turned down countless women because I’m just this fairy Jinx sexless and childlike. I have really experienced a lot of rejection from other mentally ill people. Maybe they are anti social. Maybe they are just paranoid. And to think someone who is mentally ill wanted to be friends with me about a decade ago who had a whole network of friends and I was rude to him one day. It’s really something when you discover what you really are.
I understand a lot of what you are saying.
Sorry you are having trouble swallowing.
I have problems with solid food - switched to mostly soup.
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