Mine are always very angry and vindictive. They are extremely condescending and hateful. They talk about me with their friends like I’m an interactive reality tv show. They sound like a bunch of gossipy high schoolers. They never say anything positive to me. They used to, but they were just building me up and trying to gain my trust so they could tear me down again and try to hurt me and get me to tell them my life story and very personal things that have happened to me. But, it was all used against me later to interrogate me, accuse me of lying about being raped, etc.
My mean voice is always high-energy. It’s like he has rabies. I see images of him shaking his head, barking, or in a chair shaking the chair vigorously. He also makes indecipherable guttural noises like the girl from the exorcist. Constantly I tell him to calm down, but he never does. He never stops yelling when he speaks