Are your delusions interesting?

Sometimes I think that my delusions would make a very interesting sci-fi book if I would care enough to detail them and write them out.

That would mean that we may have a clear (evolutinoary?) purpose on this society?

Are your delusions interesting regarding their plot?

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I think my unusual beliefs are interesting enough for a book too ! I’ll never get around to actually writing one though…

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No way, if I write a book about them it will get banned and I will be in trouble. There is nothing good in delusions, its all bad.

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Yes, but too scatter brained and stupid.

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You should at least write some short essays about them, @everhopeful.

I feel like our unusual beliefs might be similar in some regards. :slight_smile:

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No. I would have realized mine came with plot holes if I was sane at the time. Recommend people skip over my crap and watch some X-Files reruns. Better writing.

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Oh they were totally interesting. That’s how I got sucked Into it all.
My dad said it would make a good story lol. So I wrote one of my episodes and he decided he’d of rather not read it lol. Mainly because it’s unfortunate what happened.

Soooo past is past. Move forward

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My delusions are horrifying!
I certainly would call them interesting.
Maybe something Stephen King would create.

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Some of my delusions have been pretty horrifying too. Others have been pretty grandiose.

I think God talking to a 17 year old boy is pretty interesting. Might make for a good TV show.

My delusions are creepy last Halloween I thought a witch fell in love with me and was collecting souls by starting a war in Africa to keep me company when she collects my soul

Trigger warning: My delusions made buying stupid stuff an action movie, because if I didnt buy it then they will hurt my family. For example I would get this random impulse and I believed if I didn’t buy whatever the random item was then they would break into my house. I didnt recognize it as a delusion because I though it was normal. I finally gained insight through an intense conversation with a friend. I won’t go into a ton of detail about who they are because I don’t want to get flagged or trigger anyone, but it was an expensive delusion.

Maybe to someone in a coma who had no choice whether to listen or not.

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Sorry but I wish I knew more about what’s really going on in the World than to live in delusions. Doing otherwise has done a lot of harm to others.

One time in my minds eye I saw Jesus spinning through the air flying at light speed up into the sky straight up into the stars. Then these 2 giant red snake pythons jumped up to attack. Then a huge lion was roaring on top of a cloud and he jumped down onto this big brightly colored rainbow to battle the snakes.

I could see it with my eyes open too it’d was just on autopilot in my mind. Anytime I closed my eyes it would be right there.

I believe there called CEV closed eye hallucinations. Apparently you have to be high on hallucinogens for that to happen in such detail… Well apparently not for me as I wasn’t on anything.

I saw tons of strange stuff like this for years off and on.

I honestly saw so many detailed ones It would be impossible to make up

I used to look forward to it, wondering what id see the next time it happened

I have some of the worst delusions. But I have a small benefit sometimes but rare…

I hate the delusions, paranoia, and fear or hallucinations that my life is in danger and that I will be hurt really bad or my loved ones. Had that for years. It’s still in the back of my mind, but I sometimes feel I’m on another Earth, different reality, and that my behavior has changed and I can control my thoughts and words better this time.

I made it to thirty and hope to have more birthdays. I believe ET was behind my suffering mainly as they can control the timelines in my opinion and control the simulation.

My delusions used to evolve around Scientology.

Then I thought the FBI was targeting me or testing me for some reason.

My delusions were so frightening. I wouldn’t call them interesting, definitely perplexing though.

When I try to intellectualize my schizophrenia, I think my mind just tapped into some drastic changes America was going through. And it was my mind’s way of comprehending the rise in the police state.

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its tricky to figure out how delusions came about.

i think mine came from when i thought i almost died from too many drugs and alcohol one night. I thought i could see a stairway was leading to heaven. then i lived and it was like i had been given a second chance. 3 months later i went to a church camp to work as a councelor.
I was already full blown hallucinating when I arrived but the ‘visions’ were accepted at this place. What a perfect storm I tell ya. The other councelors were wondering how I was so gifted lol! and that I was so ‘anointed’.
Welp I went totally off the rails after I was done there. took another few months before it got really bad. then it just continued for another 6 months cuz I wasn’t taken to the ward.

kinda got off track there. but that was basically how i ended up with religious themed delusions.

I actually think my delusions could of been anything I had been focused on as my mind was so easily warped at the time.
I am not religious anymore. Im not sure who would be after something like that.

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I don’t have delusions anymore. Just a plain old boring life. Can’t complain too much though, I enjoy a lot of it.

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