- Yes
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Not at this time, please refresh.
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Refresh? you mean make poll again?
My bad attempt at making a joke about refreshing the page to see if I have become suicidal. (Iām just joking though, not suicidal, just bored and making bad jokes).
Your poll is all good, no worries there.
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Ok.sorry for my english.
Aprt from my suicide attempt with full blown psychosis, I have never been suicidal. I have in the past however, researched best methods to kill myself with, as a back up. Unfortunatley I was scared of them all. even the Switzerland one because I thought what if something goes wrong and I die a long painful death, then I also thought what if I go to a hellish place wen I die, so I decided That I was trapped on earth back then.
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Right now, no. But I can get suicidal from time to time. Voices sometimes tell me to kill myself
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Iām a Swiss Canadian and am very disturbed that switzerland offers assisted suicide. My old pdoc told me people actually do fly there and go through with it. Very sad.
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Iām not suicidal right now but I have been something approaching it. Last year I was obsessed with the afterlife to the point where I neglected this life. That really set me back.
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It is def very sad but at least its better than some of these other methods people use to kill themselves like train tracks.
I just hope no one feels PRESsUred to do it thatās even more sad at these clinics, etc
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Iām delighted to say Iām not suicidal. Usually this time of year Iām starting to get thoughts about it honestly. But right now I feel I have everything to live for and Iām looking forward to so many things. Yeah!
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I get quite a few suicidal thoughts and was hospitalized earlier this year. I have long term delusional beliefs and not too much else to live for. I often also have social problems and some health concerns. Sorry to be so negative.
Not suicidal right now. There was a āsuicideā attempt apparently for no reason at all some time after I got my schizophrenia. I assume it wasnāt a suicide but a killing attempt - my schizophrenia wanted me dead for some reason (I suspect I did not have free will at the time, and I had no reason to kill myself), but it didnāt succeed.
Some months after that, during my 8 month stay at a hospital, my schizophrenia took a different path - it tortured me with intense unpleasant feelings, and it felt like I prefer not to exist (while I did not want to kill myself either - wanting assumes will, and my free will was gone by that time, and my body was moving by itself). Then the āspiritā that controls my body tried to kill me several times in the hospital (maybe as a reaction to that feeling), but did not succeed. While I was in the hospital different methods of killing me went through my mind via inserted thoughts/ideas.
Fortunately Iām not being tortured right now. I donāt know why my schizophrenia doesnāt want to kill me any more.
Not at the time, no. But it happens.
This poll needs a āsometimesā option
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As for me, a little happiness is piercing through and into my head. Iām going to be taking this winter a lot better than before.
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I may be happy all day, but during nights, as tonight, I am in despair and suicidal.
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Yes I feel like dying and have been trying to cut myself and bleed but Iām a coward as I couldnāt succeed. Iām not very suicidal but do think of death. And cutting brings relief - if I bleed. At the moment I have a lot of urges and playings with the knife
Assisted suicide is a really bad thingā¦
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Zoloft saved my life
Are you okay tonight?