I have a complete fear of hospitals. Each time I went as a youth it was extremely terrifying. I had a huge disagreement over needing treatment. Things have a way of catching up to you.
It’s been over one week of taking the Invega. I’m beginning to hear voices for the first time in over one year’s time.
I requested being taken off AP’s and put on something for anxiety. I am not handling it well because I don’t hear voices, but when I started taking it I heard a voice that said “you’ll take it and it will seem fine then one day you’ll miss a dose or forget and go crazy”. That’s what the voice said. I feel more zoned in. My vision is a bit blurry. I sense that it’s inducing more psychotic symptoms.
Should I go back to Abilify or stop taking it or what? I don’t think it’s helping, but made me euphoric a few times and IDK why.