I have applied for disability pension again.
I was rejected last time but giving it another go.
I work three hours a week and can do so even though I’ve had paranoid thoughts about it them etc.
But I can not go to gym anymore or dance but hope to again in future.
I can not do most jobs .feel set up ,alone,attacked etc so think I need work alone like now I just clean a clients home.
No socialising required.
Also can’t actually function in person like that .
Hope I get pension this time.
If I do I will keep job I have now.
Maybe volunteer but fe paranoid about those places too.
But also keep managing care for self like eat n shower n exercise n etc that I need lot of .time in home.
I also feel employment agency my body has as such has been suppressing me,stealing and lying .
I got the job I have now all by my self when I was not required to look for work I chose to do so but told them I’m disabled -and only want start with few clients so they gave me only one now I have two i clean for.
I have goals and plans but I know myself and need take it in my own pace I reckon and what I’m up for etc.
How have your e xperiences been with pension if you have experienced it?