The reason I need feedback is the way that my mum and husband talk to me
My mum has just called my chosen style of yoga ugly!!!
I took that very hard but she said it’s just do unrelateable to her
And that they will have to give me a big talk in a couple of weeks time.,. After I’ve spent lots of money and booked lots of courses and how it always goes for me
And that she knows me and since she first saw me do yoga
And she has reason
I fixated on the physical and on my teacher and when I spent over a year in hospital I treated the hospitals like ashrams
Mum is quite concerned and so is my husband who has seen me go slightly funny once or twice
A form of yoga I took one lesson of, years after my best practice
and it blew a hole in the top of my head and opened me up to the subtle body.
I have since then taken classes where I’ve had subtle shifts and it’s basically because I’m now adopted Hindu without the devotional practices because they freak my family out
And I have No one to talk to about this
To be fair I did injure myself once quite badly once
And twisted my hair and turned into a bit of a monster
I used to also live with my mum at times and i was drained from the drive back and not allowing myself enough shivssana
All I do with this class is roll out of bed and prepare