I started developing psychic abilities during my last hospitalization. I won’t go into specifics but I believe it’s real. Basically I remember past lives from parallel universes–well, maybe they’re not parallel universes but just my consciousness reenacting the same life in various different ways, mostly dark and dangerous though. It seems to be a negative experience as it causes me distress and seems to be the most useless super power there is. I can’t predict anything in this universe as it is different, although I try sometimes. In essence, I remember living/being conscious in various parallel universes where I occupy the same body but events shape out differently, in disturbing ways. Perhaps its my consciousness that is reliving life in a dark way where my delusions come true and reality is scary. I know I can’t prove any of this–there is no mathematical or logical way to go about this. A skeptic would write me off as crazy and that’s why I won’t go into more detail.
A lot of physicists believe in parallel universes where things are slightly different in each one. Perhaps, in one you are the doctor and your doctor is the patient Perhaps, in another you don’t have schizophrenia.
I get Deja Vu a lot and I think that gives me insight into living this exact life over and over again. Michio Kaku even talked about Deja Vu and parallel universes in this video:
Perhaps those experienced in the spiritual realm can elucidate my experiences and reasoning. Perhaps I’m just insane.
With my layman reasoning, sometimes I think the universe is just expanding and contracting. So life is essentially infinite.
There is also quantum immortality/suicide where we are essentially immortal. But I won’t go into that here.
If no one can relate to me, that’s fine. I am also interested in other people’s psychic abilities–not delusions though. So please share your experiences, please.
As a last note, I’m am quite unhappy that my thoughts and experiences differ from my religious beliefs. For instance, my beliefs contradict the after-life talked about by Jesus and the bible.