I have, it’s been 20 years since I was getting high huffing lighter fluid and gasoline, Iv been hallucinating ever since past 20 years as been a nightmare, major depression also, Iv gone through a bunch of anti psychotics with not much luck, I’m starting clozapine next Thursday hope to God it helps, wouldn’t mind hearing from others going through the same thing.
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Hi welcome if you’re a new member, good luck with your new med 
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Cheers Luke, I’m unable to experience emotions or normal sensations like boredom, when ever I look at inanimate objects such as windows cars houses furniture I see an hallucination of the object as an entity that’s watching me, diagnosed with paranoid psychosis, I have no desires for human contact or any interaction, before the solvent abuse I was a whole other person with a fully happy life, lost it all and Iv been stuck like this for 20 years, I wish clozapine would fully cute me but from what I hear there’s no cure only management, I was working out 3 days a week was helping me with depression but stopped past 2 weeks unable to on rispadone no strength or energy stopped taking it so I can go back exercising without it I’m slipping back into depression.
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