good on you @Wave 
take care 
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I was a wreck about going back to workā¦ of courseā¦ my mind convinced me it was going to be far worse then it wasā¦
I also started part timeā¦ I had to work up to full time.
As far as symptoms at workā¦ I had a lot of Xanaxā¦ not something Iād recommend nowā¦
I was also cleaning windows and bathrooms before the building openedā¦ so there werenāt many people around.
I wish I had a great idea that would be the perfect answerā¦
I guess I can only offer the cheesy advice of have confidence in your skillsā¦ you got the jobā¦ You have the skillsā¦
I have a feeling youāll do great. Maybe since itās computer stuffā¦ you might be able to work from home? Or have a different schedule?
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Thatās my problem. I keep building it up to be this huge mountain. I have a prescription for Klonopin so I think that will help. Thanks for your input 
Always good to talk to you. 
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getting closer to it every dayā¦ my mind has started rejecting the nonsenseā¦ even when the psychosis really picks up and the intrusive thoughts startā¦ its like ok there that thought and that thought and that thoughtā¦ and then boom hey a normal thought coolā¦ reject reject reject acceptedā¦ then the cycle repeatsā¦
but I donāt really get pulled into a delusion state so much any moreā¦ sometimes it would seem this girl starts talking to me in my head, and also if Iām awake around 6 am my moms voice starts chiming in and bitching about meā¦ then that passesā¦
If telepathy is realā¦ I donāt really careā¦ in order to maintain the upperhand it would be kept āunrealā which allows us to just live life normally on the surfaceā¦
so it is what it isā¦ the better ābehavedā I am the less symptoms I haveā¦ the subconscious stepping up violently to straighten out my thinkingā¦ do it or dieā¦ is the themeā¦ meh ā ā ā ā thatā¦ I do enjoy the clean & clear mind Iām developingā¦ less sexualā¦ more productiveā¦ less symptomsā¦ feels more appropriate and more like my old self before drugs and pr0nā¦
ā ā ā ā psychosis thoughā¦ I was never really a pervertā¦ psychosis tried to make the worst I could beā¦ got away from that ā ā ā ā thoughā¦ thank the moons.
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Ive been symptom free since i gave up sugar
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