Buy another mother effing car. Son get learners permit and get first real job. Daughter going to be a freshman in high school in September so that means we will have 3 in high school soon. Hand surgery in March. Fun stuff.
I already have an opportunity lined up at the local food pantry. Just cleaning the lobby, I guess. But that’s okay. I’m only scheduled an hour, and it will give me something to do. Hopefully this will lead to other opportunities
I’m going to buy an Omega Speedmaster watch in spring. I’m going to Dalyan in Turkey again in September on my own without staff… I booked to visit Sri Lanka again in November for 26 days, this will be my 4th time in 4 years, I love Sri Lanka.
Find a more tolerable treatment. I am looking for experimental phase 1 clinical trials to participate in.
Study. I cannot do this at the moment because of the antipsychotic, but if I could find a treatment, I would do it. I would like to study some programming applied to neuroscience.
that should be my plan, but i keep thinking that my exercise will be nullified by my food binges, although ive wondered if i can still increase strength and endurance
Skydiving, id like to get an A class license for solos. Probs start end of march. Ive been once before its fun, but itd be sweet to do it solo. I need 25 jumps and a few in class training sessions
Start exercising again.
Eat healthy and take care of self and be supportive to self if others were opposite n didn’t want me exercising etc …
I want to cover up my Seinfeld tattoo .
I want to stay at a cheap motel with my partner and dog for two nights .
I want to listen to guided meditation and positive kind words.
I want to be surrounded by better people to and for me who support me n value me n love or like me n are kind to me n care for me n appreciate who I am n what I do n treat me with respect and don’t walk all over me n exclude me from community and bully vibe me n say I’m not allowed to exercise or do anything good for me n discourage me n walk all over me aggressively n think I’m worthless or want me to think that n use me etc
Not fake people pretending but real true beauts.
I want to feel like myself in my own body and my own eyes and spirit in my body and that those who were intentionally bad to me year after year nolonger have real access to my eyes n energy n nature or any of who I am.
I want to finish CS50x and then maybe get a part time job through rehabilitation as a janitor or stocking shelves. I’m not sure about the job part as I have a hard time functioning without working. It’s just a goal I have.