I am tired of living with constant anxiety over every minor thing. Everything that doesn’t go according to plan or just thinking of my life stressors makes me sick to my stomach and I’ve started vomiting from stress. I wake up at night at any little sound scared and so tense I get severe leg cramps. I am constantly overwhelmed and feel like my life is driven by my anxiety. I just reached out to my pdoc about needing to make an appointment for this.
I don’t know what my options are. I have Ativan but I don’t want to rely on it regularly. Vistaril did jack all for me but give me awful dry mouth. SSRI’s work great but wreak havoc on my bladder, I just can’t tolerate them. Wellbutrin possibly made me manic/psychotic. I haven’t tried Buspar yet but I’ve heard questionable things about its efficacy and doubt it would help but at this point I’m desperate.