I remember that song! Listening to violent music like that triggers me these days.
That’s so valid. I use it as pump-up music 
Listening to Enya in my bedroom.
Watching Bad Girls Club season 9 with the wifey lol
The wife bought Sims 4 on the XBox, so she’s playing it rn.
I’m frustrated with my situation.
I’m gonna talk to my pdoc about ECT for my sz.
Not sure if I’m sz.
Firstly i doubt you have bothered anyone here on this forum. I believe, (but could be wrong)
That the forum has a couple hundred users log in on a day
There are a lot of new posts everday
And some people dont like to comment much. So what im saying is a lot of posts with replies spread thinly.
So dont think you’ve done anything wrong its just a small forum i think
Secondly i struggle with insight and dont think im sick all the time it wavers.
Try not to worry
Hope i helps a bit
I appreciate your response.
My beliefs definitely vary, as well.
Sometimes I think I’m better too but then I remember it’s the meds.
I don’t think I’ve fully recovered. I meant that sometimes I think I’ve never had schizophrenia.
is how I feel right now
I meditate daily, but it doesn’t help me as much as I think it should.
Laying in bed next to wifey and doggy. Think I’ll head back downstairs soon; not sure I’ll be falling asleep soon.
Now I’m downstairs with my cat on my belly lol.
I’m up early (by my standards). I’ve got to pick up my Clozapine today.
I just took a Triazolam for my back pain. Hopefully it’ll help.
Will it put you to sleep? Always heard it was a good sleeping pill.