i lost another friend to the devil tonight
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the devil is friggin cruel y’all.
i feel very low.
but i know i’m going to be ok.
he was the only friend i had.
but i have to recover from this horrid illness to help others.
i had to cut off all my other friends because i don’t trust them.
now i have my family left which would’ve been ok if they knew how to support me.
currently listening to calm lofi beats.
another night
another fight.
{ps, my doctor raised my seroquel to 100mg but i just don’t feel like it’s working. i think i should give lithium a second chance…}
You’ll be fine. It’s a conquest over our inner conscious. Nothing weak or to feel bad about. You’ll find a group of people who are understanding and they will probably be more entertaining.
Im not sure in what context u mean lost but either way youll be fine u got this forum to express yourself and pretty much no one is going to judge. Ayo since u listenin to lofi try peeping some of bsd.u, wun two and coryayo music. Wun two got me through some times particularly