I’m doing fairly well, all things considered. I got married (though I think I mentioned that already), I’m restarting my garb business, and I’m happy with where my life is.
That being said, they’ve had to up my antidepressant recently. My new doctor is a lot more personable, but less attentive, I think. I need to actually tell him what’s going on, instead of just answering questions, and I’m not good at telling people what’s going on. Not in person, anyway.
I’ve had a lot of intrusive thoughts and strange urges lately. Often when driving, I’ll have the sudden urge to steer into a telephone pole. It’s not so much suicidal as just self destructive. Of course, I never act on them, but it’s very unsettling. Other than that it’s been paranoia and irrational fears. But I KNOW they’re irrational, so how bad could they be? I’ll need to talk to my doctor about that stuff next time.