Wow I don’t even know what happened last night. First off I got about an hour of sleep. Not cool. My thoughts were all over the place, they wouldn’t stop and it was the most nonsensical thoughts ever, like once I gave up trying to sleep I couldn’t even understand what I had been thinking about. It happens from time to time, I just get stuck in light sleep that doesn’t really feel like sleep at all.
Anyways I wake up from my not-sleep and figure it’s the fault of the entity in my room. Somebody showed up tonight, I blame my lack of sleep for setting off symptoms, but anyways this spirit had come earlier in the night and was caressing my face. It didn’t have a bad vibe but I warned it that u really didn’t want anything to do with spirits anymore and would rather be left alone.
It wants help though and it offered to protect me from other spirits if I teach it about what’s going on to it, which how the heck am I supposed to do that?! I’m not dead!! I don’t know what’s up with that. But it was confident I was. It was very kind and polite the whole time but when I closed my eyes I could see it lit up against the background of my room, and it was a man but with a misshapen face, so he’d probably been a spirit a while if he forgot what he looked like.
Anyways sorry for the rambling. Just wanted to share the weird things with someone. How is anyone supposed to sleep with the dead pestering them, honestly? I can’t rememebr a time in life where I didn’t have that issue. Even before I can rememebr my mom tells me I wouldn’t want her to leave at night because of the ghosts in my room.
Ah well. All just another symptom eh? I need sleep. But in the meantime it’s time for me to go take care of cats at the shelter! 