An ego the size of Jupiter

Mum has an ego the size of Jupiter. She’s never “wrong “ never. She did encourage me to take that job. Ok yes should not have listened but now she says she never told me to take it. I spoke to the dr and I’m fully aware the whole world does not hate me. And people aren’t looking at me like I’m not a human and a piece of ■■■■. Doesn’t stop the feeling though. He said if it was schiz I wouldn’t be aware of what’s happening to me. But he’s a GP not a mi professional. And the mi pro says schizophrenia. I was due for an app last month but nothing yet. He’s gonna push them to get me one soon.