I used to be a smart guy. Well still am but the medications and sz is probably making me dumber.
I wanted to make movies.
I wanted to make video games.
I don’t have that drive anymore, and it kinda sucks. But you just gotta appreciate what you have, am i right? At least I can consume those mediums I wanted to make, like video games and movies, and I do find enjoyment in that.
edit: well I do think I have a bit of that drive left. But I don’t think I’m as creative as I once was.