Am I talking or just delusional?

Unusual Beliefs
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is it possible for me to actually be talking and be delusional where i think im not talking ? o.O

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I think it is possible.

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Do you mean in the videos you shown? You’re definitely not talking in those.

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ill post another video tomorrow where i feel like its really bad. people are always screaming and whistling at me, like they mock me… they make fun of the stupid things i "say"and if im not talking then its definitely some telapathic stuff because they sometimes reply to my thoughts

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When my psychosis was blown up I thought I could hear other peoples thoughts, and that they could hear mine, it wasnt true. No one can hear your thoughts, and you’re clearly not speaking.

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omg how long did that last you.

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For about a year and a half, I was conviced it was other people, then I started meds and it went away after a while.

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wow man thanks you really gave me hope

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It took a long while for the meds to work though, a few months.

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i think i can handle a few months. hope they work!!. most of all hope im not actually talking…

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You’re not… You can post a video again tomorrow and we’ll make sure if it makes you feel better, but I assure you it’s all in your head, once you go to the doctor you tell him exactly what you’ve told me, even show him the videos if necessary.

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am i talking or screaming or moving my mouth?

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No talking whatsoever… not even moving your mouth

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It looks like you’re having a lot of internal stuff going on, like, you put on the hoodie, bite your lip, move around nervously, tapping your fingers…then later when you’re writing in your notebook, it’s like you’re having a lot of thoughts inside that are bothering you…no audible talking though. You might just be thinking and believing you’re thoughts are being projected—totally normal for a schizophrenic.

Are you on someone else’s insurance? Are you in America? Can you sign up online for low income government insurance?

Can you find the “walk in” clinic in your area for first time mental health patients?

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no im not on anyones insurance and yeah im in america and ill try signing up online

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Yes signing up for insurance or even Medicare can get you help.

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last time!! and ill be good ill know its in my head, and yes i can see im talking in the end… but am i loud?

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I didn’t see or hear you talking.

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yea i need to see a doctor cause i really do hear voices. thanks for watching tho

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How about now?