Am I still the same guy that wore these shoes yesterday?

I think he died. Let’s all celebrate surviving schizophrenia. I’m 52, heard my first voice at age seven. I’m not tired and it’s 12:30 a.m. I’ve been going to sleep early every night for over two weeks. I feel like a bad person. I’m 52 and I’m not afraid of dying. I have DID and Dotards disorder big-time!