I am on abilify 5mg,mirtazapine 30mg and sodium valproate 200mg,although I had improved but I would say there is only a 30% improvement compare to when I just started
What are my problems in life now?
My problem is I suffer from lack of desire to social,I am just not interested in anybody,although I would like to have sex but I doubt I would get any sex if I function this way,I can’t hold a fine conversation and never had I ever maintain a friendship after my diagnosis,which is 5 years ago.
I have also got severe anxiety problem,when I need to social or get close to anybody,I get very anxious till my leg stiffen and blanked mind,than I start to socialize confusingly like I act out everything and I fake that I was comfortable but deep inside I feel worried…
These are mainly my problem,if I can resolve these,I think I would live a fuller life,I really need a change if I go on like this,I would be wasted,I have taken 5mg abilify for 5 years,mirtazapine for 8 months and sodium valproate for 1 week,should I expect more from sodium valproate and be patient or should I add something which can help my asocial and anxiety?