So since my diagnosis my hallucinations are better but I’m not. I’m tired of trying to fake like everything’s okay.
I’m not suicidal but I have lost interest in everything and I mean everything. I don’t even want to get out of the bed.
So I called my insurance to set a ride up for Friday to the behavioral hospital but do I say I’m depressed or is this negatives from sz I’m confused frustrated and this sucks.
I’ve tried to tell them I’m sick. They think it’s something they’ve done I can’t explain it them they are older and don’t know what sz is. Hell neither do I
Its hard for even doctors to determine wether its negatives or depression. But i beleive the negatives are more like a lack of feeling and depression is more likely to be feeling overly sad for extended periods. I dunno though. I get a similar thing. Losing interest in all things.