Morning all, hope we’re good today ad keeping as positive as we can.
It’s not uncommon for me to have a visual hallucination on an evening, happens perhaps seven or eight times a week. Typically, I see figures that look like Dementors from Harry Potter - For those who aren’t familiar, they’re skeleton like, but black, and wrapped in a raggedy old cloak, long sharp fingers and a sense of death about them. They either float statically in one spot, or they slowly follow me around on foot, whispering hostile thoughts and instructions into my ear.
Last night, as I was around 10 minutes from finishing up, I passed under the same bridge I always do [my route never changes] and noticed a body hanging from the other side. There’s obviously a sense of fear at first, what if this is REAL and not in my head, fortunately [I guess?] it was in my head and a creation of my wonderful mind. As I passed through and turned around out of a combination of curiosity/fear/stupidity I noticed the body hanging lifelessly was my own, or at least possessed my face.
This is the first time I’ve seen myself outside of nightmares [I’m often the antagonist in those] and the first time my hallucinations have changed or differed. Has anyone experienced anything similar or have any clues / advise as to what this could mean or be a sign of?