Alone on Valentines =(

My partner had some business travel so I am alone.

He brought me a pot of pink flower though which I don’t like- but it’s funny how many years later - he still does not know me that well.

He got me Calla LILY which I think is for funerals.

Anyway - I have been having some weird death related paranoia - thinking someone might murder me - weird delusion.

Today I had to drive to the EMDR therapy and got lost took the wrong exit so I drove around hours today altogether. Left the house at 12 and reached destination at 2:15 then 50 minutes of consultation and reached home at 5:00

Next tuesday I will have the first EMDR session with the therapist - I will do auditory and visual therapy to let go of my miserable thoughts.

I also ent to the gym yesterday - and exercised for 30 minutes. Will go again tomorrow =)

What about you?

I was at the supermarket and saw so many men buying roses =) it is so cute

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Alone here to, doubt anyone will call, you could call me and breath heavy in my ear LOL :open_mouth:

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LOL? why would i breathe heavy?

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well he also got me the camera I ve been wanting =) tried it out yesterday but need to read the catalogue

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I don’t know, some excitement at my end at least LOL,

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which one did you get?

he got me the Sony digital - cyber shot for selfies =)HX80

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They’re for any occasion. “Did you know: Calla Lilies signify magnificence and beauty.”

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it is really beautiful and he is so thoughtful - maybe it is part of my illness too =) he said he chose pink =)
I guess in my hometown they give this flower for the dead =)

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They do here, too, but not exclusively or primarily. It’s incredibly popular at weddings, and any event that is more elegant and formal.

If it’s used at a funeral here, it’s almost always white.

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now I am having even more paranoia =)

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I’m alone too! Maybe next year I’ll have a valentine. :confounded:

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Well crap! I’m not helping at all. I don’t think you should feel paranoid - it’s a natural choice for any woman who is beautiful and elegant.

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@Cherie Happy Heart Day

I remember we did project in 5th grade

I did Heart Sick

drew and colored a heart in bed

I remember my teacher only liking certain ones

I never got much

But I rocked on Haiku

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“Alone on Valentines =(”

welcome to sz men’s club

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It’s Valentine’s Day?

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I’m alone…well mom’s home tonight but dad’s at work…and by alone I mean not seeing anyone special. Tried snuggling with kitty earlier, but she was all bity so I gave up. She’s been sleeping all afternoon now. My life is pathetic…

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Don’t feel bad, at least you have someone.
I have yet to celebrate a Valentines Day, or even go on a date… lol.

P.S. A flower is a flower. Why do people need to categories them for different things? Calalillies are beautiful. We grow them at the greenhouse, where I work. Lucky you, to have someone sending you nice things. :slight_smile:

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I got Angie some pepperidge farm dark chocolate cookies and her favorite flavor blue bell ice cream, mint chocolate chip. she said she didn’t really want to celebrate valentine’s but we did fool around a couple of days ago, which is rare for us, so I feel like we had a good valentine…haha.

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