ive isolated myself from world since decades. si maybe it contributes to my alogia. but whatever… my ill friend tends to make me angry. for her, the meds are an instant relief. she even doesnt take them sometimes. and she goes out, now she found a job, she has guys etc etc. and me, i am stuck in my appartment since 17 years. but i hate my alogia, i start to hate my jealousy, my anger etc etc. can the ap lift my mood one day? i often dont talk when i am angry, the anger is behind my silence, yeah… i really miss talking. do i need time on my zyprexa? or only the meds wont help?
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ive isolated myself from world since decades. si maybe it contributes to my alogia. but whatever… my ill friend tends to make me angry. for her, the meds are an instant relief. she even doesnt take them sometimes. and she goes out, now she found a job, she has guys etc etc. and me, i am stuck in my appartment since 17 years. but i hate my alogia, i start to hate my jealousy, my anger etc etc. can the ap lift my mood one day? i often dont talk when i am angry, the anger is behind my silence, yeah… i really miss talking. do i need time on my zyprexa? or only the meds wont help?[/quote]
I see that your situation is difficult… I am sorry for you. I wish I could help you.
I even dont know whats wrong with me. but I have this pain in my soul instead of positive emotions. this, I know it for sure. after that, I am angry and jealous. I wonder if somebody was like this… and my mother doesn’t stand my complainings anymore so I dont talk a lot anymore. at the smallest complaints of mine she puts me klonopin in the mouth. that’s how I live.
but did somebody here break his isolation with the help of the meds? I just need to feel something positive and I sit here waiting for this. I go rarely outside. I am too tired to fight