seems like at first when i stopped taking them i felt terrible physically and mentally for about a week, then after that i felt like things were starting to get back to normal.
now i dont feel bad physically but im losing my ■■■■, i thought it was over because i was doing good and at first i was thinking maybe it was something else like caffeine but now that i think about it that doesnt make much sense because even on the days i didnt have any i still felt like ■■■■.
its like i am getting angry and agitated and having outbursts about things that normally would not phase me, constantly feeling like a ticking bomb, i thought i was in the clear because i was doing ok for like a few weeks but now i dont know whats happening
i think its weird for me because when i was taking it i didnt have any problems with it i just read so much bad about benzos that it made me want to get off them asap, my doc doesnt understand why i stopped taking it. the big thing i was afraid of is that if i had a new doctor they would stop prescribing them and i would have to stop cold turkey anyways but i kinda feel like id be better off just taking them again because i wasnt doing so good before i started
i am contemplating whether i should just call in my refill and start taking it again, i stopped cold turkey idk how much longer i can continue like this ive been dreading everyday because i feel like im going to relapse into an episode
idk really i never had cravings before i would often go a week without taking it sometimes longer, and never took the klonopin more than twice a week, it was only after i stopped completely that when i started losing it when i started taking again i took either 1 every day or 2 every 2 days.