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#1

Although I do not know if this is true, I speculate that about 1 year ago I was followed my a camera crew chasing all my steps and reading my thoughts. The cast included Lisa Simpson, Bart, The baby from the Family Guy, and the comic store guy (from the Simpsons). I did not know what they wanted from me. Then I was on 20/20 them doing a segment on me being schizophrenic or not. They made me say all these derogatory, illogical things. And I had people in the neighborhood shout and call me names. Anywhere I go they call me a whore or ■■■■ and sometimes even worse names. Recently was at an Itallian restaurant and someone said I was a whore.

Even worse the president got upset by my intusive thoughts and sent some poison to my direction. I was drinking some tea my mom made and my brain began to literally melt. Was so afraid by what happened I prayed to God this problem, my intrusive thoughts would go away. Now I’m terrified of people reading and seeing my mind. I would give anything for my privacy and mind back.

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#2

Years back, I had many similar experiences.

I do believe these experiences make you profoundly uncomfortable and that you routinely exercise great courage in going about your life. At least, that’s how it was for me!

Good wishes,

Jayster

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#3

have you ever tried anti anxiety meds?

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#4

Anxiety definitely made psychosis more painful for me.

Jayster

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