If you think you can’t resist, go to the ER even though it’s far, they will help you not do it.
I called a line of suicide. They told me to go to the hospital.
You should probably go then.
But my doc said I should wait till Thursday when we have our appointment.
Mate I am no doctor but it strikes me that 15mg of respiridone and 60mg of haloperidol is an incredibly large amount of antipsychotic in your system. Has your doctor discussed clozapine with you?
No not yet. Maybe it must be the right choice. After all…
Tbh you are on a scary amount of meds in the community. In the U.K. you would have to be in a hospital setting before they would consider coadministering such an amount of ap.
Om I really think you would be much safer checking yourself into a hospital for a short while so you can safely find the right med for you. You are entitled to a second opinion.
Maybe hospital is the best choice. I will muster my patience and wait till Thursday. I hope I don’t do anything stupid…
Om the fact you have to hope you don’t do something is solidly enough reason to be in hospital now. Please don’t wait till Thursday. If your dad can’t take you phone an ambulance. You have put your health first.
If I had my pills which are gathered and hidden by my mother in order to avoid second attempt, I would make a second deadly attempt.
You need an ambulance now. I think the number is 112 in Greece.
166 for ambulance. But it’s for physical pain and ailments. Not sure if they take psychiatric patients
Phone that number and explain everything. They can help you.
Thanks for the support. If in morning I am still the same I will consider going to hospital.
Better. Thank you. You?
@Om_Sadasiva, if you are still having suicidal thoughts, please get help right away.
Please don’t give up. Things will get better.
I called a suicide line yesterday and they told me to go to the hospital…
I am doing ok thanks
I too hear what appears to be non visible auditory entities following me around that read my mind. They accuse me of satanism and say I’m forgiven or that I do or don’t know a thing. I always feel observed internally and externally.
They comment on my thoughts and beliefs. I get angry at them because in makes me feel violated and gang stalked. My religious beliefs help me some. I hope you find relief. It can be awfully frustrating at times! Peace.