So I’m outside smoking and I hear all the loud cars. They bother the hell out of me. I’m kinda a misophoniac when it comes to car noise. Anyways when I actively focused and listened to this truck it wasn’t as bad. It was just noise, but it took effort. It’s not my natural relaxed state. In my normal state I feel like i always block or fight or push against noise. It’s how I treat the voices and have for years as a way to ignore them. I don’t hear them anymore, but I still push against noise. It doesn’t bother me to “fight” like this all the time and it takes a lot of effort to listen. Anyways, I could be paranoid but it seems like people started maybe reacting to it. I doubt they were cause they were far away and couldn’t see me. I just said into the aether,”I’m crazy, what do you want”. people for some reason think loud cars sound cool. Anyways does anyone else feel they block out the voices and find it hard to just listen properly. I don’t have a hard time hearing and following sounds and conversations, but actually listening or whatever it is.
I grew up near i35 so the noise I’m used to. We have a loud ass motorcycle dude that goes loud all up the road everyday. I never knew there was a phobia for noise.
I feel like I was a victim of this phenomena that we’re not allowed to talk about here. But cars used to rev their engines at me all the time. As far as how I perceived it. Car noise bothers the crap outa me. I just try and ignore it.
I’m experiencing similar. It’s like being disrupted while listening and then “blocking” anything.
Cool yeah that’s good to know. I never listened to my voices unless I was acutely psychotic. Idk if other people did this. It took effort to listen to them. I had other things to do.
I hope it goes away.
I live on a busy street and the trucks, motorcycles and sports cars are horribly loud all the time. I live right in the middle of downtown were people love speeding and showing off the vehicles they have … Can’t wait to move !!
I use to think random people coughing everywhere we’re trying to get my attention letting me know that I’m being followed. I once thought the world got taken over by nazi Germany and I thought when I was grocery shopping they were yelling code over the loud speaker because I was not a nazi and they were watching me. Really weird shiznit. The pills help. I still have problems but they’re mostly from my mind making erratic thought connections. I have good days too. Sometimes I’ll go out and do a lot of stuff and be cool for like four days. Then it comes back. It always comes back playa.
oh i have had similar beliefs where the nazis were invading and my voices told me i had to put tinfoil on my windows to let them know they didn’t have to come to my house.
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