Having an over active mind tonight, and not in a good way. just thought I saw someone standing in my doorway waving at me…took a second glance and they were gone.
I went to my first weight-watchers meeting with my mother this evening, I’m real nervous about doing this, and having yet another thing to do in a week besides sewing. But I admit I need to loose a lot of weight. Short of gastric by-pass weight watchers seems the best option for me. Yet standing on that scale in front of the woman registering me was embarrassing. Having to go over my numbers over and over tonight was embarrassing, I mean they got my point system all screwed up some how and kept going over my weight and height and age…again and again.
Not to mention being in a completely new place tonight, surrounded by strangers. I was the fattest person in the room. I was bothered going in because apparently the municipality where the meeting was being held was voting today, so I had about four strangers approach me about voting. I don’t even vote at that place. I had never been there before.
Think I need to go do something that will take my mind off this. Sims is finally up and running (it takes a while for it to load because I have a lot of custom content installed. I’m gonna put on a CD, maybe two, and play the game try to unwind before bed. Not to mention the fact they were once again outside my windows banging and hammering doing building repairs all day today…
