This song is playing. Perfect timing.
IDK how to put this or describe it. I can’t argue a point or defend an opposing view. I can’t be OK off medication. Why? Because he makes my ears ring by screaming at me if I ever try to talk to him about anything. We just went to dinner, and the whole way he lectured me about spending my money that he gave me for groceries on other stuff (father’s day presents) and an (fm transmitter) and I’m not allowed to hang out with any of my friends I’ve had for 3+years because their all horrible people. My best friend to him are his enemies? I can’t open up about my life at all to him anymore. He just pretended to wreck the car and threatened to kill my gay best friend for the third time, then said I don’t belong in this house and need to get the hell out of his house when I wasn’t talking just trying to get him to calm down until i screamed as he fake wrecked the car. Jumped out, smashed something, and threatened again to KILL a friend of mine if he ever SAW him.
My friend coincidentally works down the street from me. We hang out sometimes but not all the time and my friend quit drinking alcohol, pretty much just occasionally smokes weed. People are accusing him of all kinds of ■■■■ that’s really made up and blown out of proportion. There was a period of time where he was struggling with issues with his mom but that’s not the situation now. Him and his mom are slowly getting on better terms. I’m not doing any drugs other than a little weed less than twice a week, and I don’t drink alcohol never to get drunk, a beer or two ever three weeks? I told him I’m not going back to the psychiatrist. It’s the fuel to his abuse.
Should I call the police? Report mental abuse? What would that do but make him hate me more etc.? He wont change. He will get madder if I report it. He’s guilt tripping me every time I bring up long term goals he changes the topic to short term goals like a dead end day job. Capitalism apparently “has nothing to do with money” according to him. He didn’t do much on his around the world trip he said. Like ■■■■■■■■. There are no camels in India…and I have to endure more witty advice about how the world is run through commerce AKA $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ SICK. FML.