It doesn’t matter what I do or how I act. I try to close the world off so I can focus on doing bettet. They accuse me of being cold and tell me I [have to] change, but the truth is I’m overwhelmed and I am just trying my best, but it’s never good enough. I’m weird, strange, and a “loser”.
I’m not a cold person, I’m not a slow person, but I definitely don’t see things the way others see the world. I would like to but my brain just doesn’t let me see things the way others see it. I want perfection, but something is always the matter.
I’m not feeling sorry for myself. I just want understanding. I want to know why my life is the way it is. I try my best but I always get punished or fail in the end.
Why are people so bad?
Lack of compassion and understanding. Sometime that’s the way it is. Be strong and find ppl who understand. Like this forum
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Some people are kind. Some aren’t. That’s just the way it is.
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Strength in numbers. If you surround yourself with supportive ppl like this forum, other people become a part of you and you feel better about yourself and stronger too and this will be less of an issue! I’m living proof of this! Just a suggestion. I’ve come along way in two yrs.
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“Neurotypicals” don’t know or understand or have any clue about SZ. So they may try to label people with SZ in insulting ways and even plot against them in vicious ways. At least that’s what happened to me.
But, I find living alone is a pretty good solution. When you don’t have to be around people, in general, you don’t have to be affected by certain situations.
You do not [have to] change for other people but you can try to befriend supportive people…even if it is just one person. Family members can also be abusive. Like @Stillwaters have said…find people that understand…like this forum.
Since I became sick I have let go of a lot of poisoness friends. Yes I have social withdrawal from this illness but I also realized I’m better off without most of them.