I learn nothing in the classroom. Except if my interest level is too high. This problem exists since childhood.
I think it may be because of a lower latent inhibition (the more I read about it).
The doctors don’t have an answer here. Some say it could be depression, some say it could be Psychosis. But, I am not psychotic as a kid or even at 14/15. I think my first episode happened at 17.
But, my old therapist thought that the sound filtering issue means I am psychotic since childhood (or at birth). Just that the delusions spiraled out of control at 17.
Could it just be a lower latent inhibition without psychosis?
I am treated now. I know I will not learn anything in the classroom, and as usual, read the book. But, is it Psychosis or LLI, or both?