There’s still a big possibility I may need them for life.
I fear it can cause tons of medical problems or physical illnesses. 
And the part, that I may be incapable of normal living without medication, makes me feel that I am worse than other human beings.
I thought your pdoc said that you could go without them in a couple of years.
It would be great for you if that is possible!
She thinks so,
But there’s still possibility I could relapse so yeah 
Time will tell. Time will tell.
Yeah. Now it’s the most boring period -
Waiting. 
But also good period at the same time.
I started noticing when I feel better, when I feel worse… it’s like learning to live again.
Why were you placed on antipsychotic medication in the first place @HyperactiveNectar?
What was your first episode like?
I honestly can’t tell you if you can get off of meds idk maybe for me it isn’t a possibility but I feel “cured” at times too