Aaron, Devon and Rebecca, those are the names of the three main voices i hear. I yelled at them outside the store, they were trying to convince me to eat the small little 3 volt button batteries i bought for kay’s glucose meter.
Aaron, “do it do it, do it you coward”
rebecca, " she’s scared, look at her she’s crying"
devon, “she’s not scared she’s a pussy a fat ■■■■■■■ pussy!”
I feel terrible for using such language, i just had to talk to someone about the voices, i sorta forgot take my latuda earlier i take around four but usually i’m okay as long as i take by 6 but i was late.
No one really said anything, they just kind of stared. I got asked by an off duty police officer if i was okay, i told him yes. I told him i was just having an off day, he gave me his card.
@Erratica I’m sorry, the police officer was very nice, i think he recognized me when my in laws called the cops on our neighbors for smoking pot outside on the back porch of their house;
I used to shout at my voices… to fight back. My sis gave me a dead cell phone so when I used to yell at them, I’d pull out the cell phone… if I remembered.
I’m sorry it’s getting like this for you. I hope you feel better soon.
I used to never care about shouting at my own head…
I’m proud of you for fighting back and not eating the batteries. command voices used to be so mean to me.
I have a nice voice. Her name is Michelle. She told me. But I don’t trust her. Maybe she just plays with me? Acts nice to be trusted and then becomes evil.