I’m so sorry @anon54386108 I know this must be hard on top of the med change… I hope you feel more settled soon …I know you had a lot of house changes too if I read right that can’t be easy
She was a big part of both of your lives, the world is still a mess, med change. That’s a lot of stressors. I can understand why you’re feeling off.
You’ve never struck me as weak, you’ve too much fire. The fight is hard right now, but I still believe in your strength. I have faith you can come through this.
Time helps as the change settles, but we’re allowed to feel until then.
Be safe Mr. Gable. You have a llama in your corner.
I’m sorry for yall’s loss @anon54386108. Losing a loved one is super hard, especially if you’re dealing with something like a med change. I know from experience that it gets a little easier with time. I pray that you and your husband find peace as you go through this together.
I think you should tell your pdoc how hard all this is and that the med changes are a lot to deal with. See what the pdoc suggests. I’m really sorry you’re going through this.