Lyrics:
Eyes glistening
Yet still here sleepwalking
And Still I find silence hard to keep
Cause my words fall out, rip me apart the seams
And When I see you out in the streets
I stand there wishing I was invisible
I hardly sleep
For fear of what tomorrow brings
And how could I get so lost,
In a place known so well to me?
Here I’m still broken
In a family united
Answer this mystery
Surrounded by strangers with so many answers
Don’t know who I can believe
Everything’s is moving faster than my speed
And no place I can be alone where no one’s there but me
I tell myself that everything is going to be okay,
And then a seizure hits erasing everything I worked to be
I know The life I had ain’t coming back.
I’ll never be the same,
won’t hold it in too long
I know it’s bad for me
So instead, I write them down on paper
Just know they’re buried deeper
Going in the grave with me
They always force a fight.
A fight I cannot win.
God only knows why I try, it’s 1 to 1 million.
I’ve fought for so long
Will this ever end?
It’s like a hurricane never ending
I’m So ■■■■■■■ lost it hurts
I hardly sleep,
For fear of what tomorrow brings
And how could I get so lost,
In a place known so well to me?
Here I’m still broken
In a family united
Answer this mystery
Surrounded by strangers with so many answers
Don’t know who I can believe
So many tears I have shed in the dark
Hidden away in the privacy we pretend exists
With a hundred eyes on me
Clawing at my purest dreams
My confidence is dwindling
& I just wanna fly away
And it hurts to know I’ll never be the same
Knowing I’ll never be the man I used to be
Was enough to set my demons free
If you only knew all the hell that I’ve been through,
I wish you’d walk a mile inside shoes
Feel the way us outcasts do
They always force a fight.
A fight I cannot win.
God only knows why I try, it’s 1 to 1 million.
I’ve fought for so long
Will this ever end?
It’s like a hurricane never ending
So ■■■■■■■ lost it hurts
I’ve heard The harder we fall,
the stronger we rise,
and it’s hard to deny
But I found the illusion is to make you forget
Their mechanism beckons for their worship,
eating their gems
And I can’t believe you really think
that’s it’s flawless system
Cause after all we’re only human and so ■■■■■■■ stupid
So place your bets
It doesn’t really matter in the end
They say our highest self is revealed in our darkest moment
and they say our pain waters the gardens of our greatest
strengths.
But I can’t help but feel you’re the shadow sending chills
Cause everything I do seems to be brought down by you
You say you really like me
Well if it’s true
then tell me why the hell am I so goddamn lonely
I hardly sleep,
For fear of what tomorrow brings
And how could I get so lost,
In a place known so well to me?
Here I’m still broken
In a family united
Answer this mystery
Surrounded by strangers with so many answers
Don’t know who I can believe