I’ve gone from being
A risk taker to being
Risk adverse.
Life showed me my place.
I’ve done a lot of stupid things in my day.
…This illness really slowed me down.
Granted, I still get myself into dumb shiit, but at a lesser frequency than before .
Yea I really don’t take many risks. I calculate many things beforehand.
Except I keep binge eating.
Have not given up on my dream to be healthy though.
It may be hard for some to fathom or maybe not… I made a bad mistake in real life and now view me, as a person with teeth kicked inward or toothless completely… in real life I patch things up, don’t like power struggles, and think ALL THE TIME regarding conflict resolution.
Coffee is my crime here tho, I’ve been really erratic and I oscillate on matters which isn’t ideal. But I see myself in today’s poem of yours. I like your poems but that’s now ad nauseun from me at this point : )
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