I love you
I’m filled with hope
That it’ll work out,
Oh, it didn’t. And repeat.
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True!
But don’t fall for despair….
You must continue to shake it off!
I have been, in a way…
I order ice teas at the local watering hole and have been tipping well and have befriended all the bartenders.
It’s “reality testing” in a cheating way…
they smile with their eyes and I don’t have an eye contact problem anymore.
I’ve approached women too.
And they’ve approached me…
(You’ve always been there on my business and finance posts.)
(Still I know your AA education says watch “people places and things”.)
BUT if you knew how bad I want companionship then… I make sense.
Call me desperate if you will, I am now in debt as you know, but Giving back, bringing smiles, feels so good, and finding someone organically is something I want too….
As I write I can feel that what I need are volunteering in my life where people don’t size you up every second of every waking moment.
Please Please take me with a grain of salt. I wouldn’t have opened this much up if I didn’t think you could separate the wheat from the chaff(sp).
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Must not give up hope that negative cycles can be broken
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Oh Pedro was that derogatory? I didn’t mean to like it if it was…. Let’s all prune our neurons and move on am I right?
@everhopeful poem of the day is something I look forward to. It’s not spam in any sense @san_pedro
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You’re not funny @san_pedro . Leave @everhopeful alibe or take time off.
When in doubt whip it out got me a rock and roll band that’s free-for-all
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I like your little poems.
And they are true. Only I tend to run off before getting my hopes up, nowadays.
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