Hey so I’ve been afflicted since 9+ years what i believe is drug induced psychosis
I’ve had/have voices, terrible terrible voices which were almost always been people I’ve known and loved screaming into my head that there is no worse person in the world than me
I’ve had/have depression, extremely low self esteem that I am no more than a gutter sewer rat whom everyone just tolerates because they have no choice
I’ve been quietly lurking here from time to time and it has helped me cope most of the time and i see how hard all of you also possibly have it so I just want to drop a track for you guys which I hope might help in its little way
(It’s a my way of appreciating all who have unknowingly helped me)
I come from India where I’ve been exposed to and read up quite a bit on Hinduism/Vedanta philosophy and I really really believe that all living organisms hold a small piece of what we call Atman/Brahman getting lost and not realising it’s eternal nature and it’s inherent capacity of love.
(Not in an omnipotent, I have supernatural powers sense but more of a my soul is a piece of the whole looking out at itself in 10000 million myriad, unique forms) 
I would like anyone and everyone on here to know that I believe that although you might feel, believe or actually experience rejection or isolation that regardless of “A” person or a set of people, the Universe or whatever you would have it does want you around
The life force beats inside you regardless of the monkey that is your mind
May you find your peace and happiness in your own unique way
Here’s the track that i hope can help you as it has helped me sometimes
Sing the Changes - The Fireman
Sung by my favourite Beatle, Paul McCartney 
