A list of my "crazy" psychotic experiences

I was in an indoor flea market and wandered off to a small section of new age/wicca items or amulets. There were a bunch of necklaces with tags that said what each necklace would cause or the ability the necklace would give you. I was drawn to the celtic cross which would cause you to be a bridge between this world and the otherworld. I took the necklace home, I held it above my hands and started trying to move it with my mind. well I dont remember if it worked or not, but ever since then I had pain in my chest if I wore it. I ended up leaving it on the railroad tracks because it said to banish a cursed item you have to leave it at the crossroads and never look back. I already described some of the experiences I had after I got that thing and I dont think they are worth repeating…I opened a door to the otherside, and became the bridge/and its been really hard since then. That was when I was seventeen years old and that was how I ended up hospitalized.

It is tempting to do more…I mean if I am a bridge than maybe I have more untapped potential…well I did make it rain, drive thru blizzards and pray away hurricanes.

I didn’t even include that in my memoir. It was just like the necklace was put here to confuse me. Like someone put it there to possess and confuse me.

No make it since childhood—these shamanic spirits—have done things to confuse me.

Sometimes I hear subliminal messages in music. I used to be able to hear my own thoughts. People dont believe in God anymore, but I’d rather believe in God and some form of good spirits than the shamanic evils that were sent to me to confuse me. I think I am strong/a lightworker/and I have powers so that is why satan hates to see me shine.

Much of my hallucinations were about mind control…but the demonic stuff, that came after. Mind control is demonic in some ways…

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Thank you for sharing your experiences. It’s nice to not feel alone with mine. I hope life is kinder to you these days.

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thanks for reading; life has been kinder to me. My dreams have been much better and I think I am healing…

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