A changed me

My sz started when I was 17 and had just taken admission for engineering

It was so worse that it completely changed me

I was no longer my former self

It completely changed my nature

It changed my mentality my attitude and my mind as such

I was no longer the person I was before

My brain was completely damaged

My acads and my career were worse but they were just the side effects and I don’t give a fcuk about that

It’s as if my soul was crushed and killed and I was just a sick body wandering around

What use is all that?

I was and still am a bit spiritual but
where was the higher power when all this was happening?

It was hell

Shouldn’t happen to anyone

Does life even mean anything

What do you say?

It’s heartbreaking to hear stories like this. I feel for you x

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Thanks for your sentiments

I understand where you’re coming from, @steffifan. I actually had a mental breakdown, just yesterday afternoon, for this very same reason. I feel like a shell of my former self. It is difficult to live with Sz/SzA, but it’s doable. And there are still things we can enjoy, things we can do, places to see, people to love and who will love us back. Hang in there. :orange_heart:

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thanks for ur kind n wise words @Blossom

yes i have been hanging in there for the last 30 years and everyday is a challenge.

it sometimes feels like a fight between me and the devil

but i have had my share of good times in the last 30 years too

so just live on

and hope for the best

u too take care

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