god that’s a long time with nothing to do. 50 fn more days till I break out of my winter funk. I tried going to bed early tonight but couldn’t fall asleep. so here I am. at least im not living in the north so winter doesn’t get here until December and is on it’s way by sometime in march.
it feels like im in jail or something. I was just thinking that now that I live on my own and don’t have anybody to talk to anymore. and I can’t even go outside and listen to birdsong.
I think im going to buy a Nintendo switch soon. I can’t take it.
in the future I will be taking all my vacations in the winter when there is nothing going on. to get away. I just looked it up today it’s $86 to savannah ga one way via greyhound from Cincinnati, it’s tempting but im going to use the extra money to furnish my trailer instead of take a vacation.
If you feel jailed by it, find things to enjoy during the cold months so you can feel better. I used to love hiking in the winter. I also love baking in the winter. Give yourself something enjoyable that you can do and focus on in the cold months.
today was a little better. I went to bed early last night but still ended up sleeping until noon. I’ve only been up for 7 hours. i just finished off my coffee. gave mom and dad a quick visit across the street, now i’ll just wait to fall asleep again. hopefully I can get to sleep before midnight tonight.
