Third time back in the hospital in a month. Maybe a month and a half. I might set a new record
Ask them about an antidepressant.
Im already on welbutrin. Jeez its like natural for me to be here. Eventually my parents are gonna get fed up with the hospital bills. If they aren’t already
I’m glad you’re there to be honest. Make sure you tell them everything dude.
Good luck!
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Dear Kazuma, I hope everything goes well.
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I hope they can find something that helps you. You’re such an amazing person, and you don’t deserve to feel this way all the time.
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I was in the hospital twice this past month and a half. I feel your pain.
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So what symptoms are putting you back in the hospital? @crimby references depression, but what else are you dealing with?
This is maybe out of line, but I feel like your parents should bring you home. I feel like you need some close attention and support right now.
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good luck @Kazuma
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I have a little time and at least i got my phone. But could u post one of those “wtf whats wrong with the world” things. Those always make me feel better
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Well what happened was i was going to the local gun store to try and buy a weapon but then my counselor picked me up (i was with her at the time). And mainly its depression and im hearing voices. Mostly extremely self negative voices. Like “loser” “scumbag” “pathetic” “kys” a choir laughing in my head. I feel like my symptoms have been getting worse as a i age. It might also be the booz. Probably both
Ur not out of line. I wish i could go home but my parents are so scared of me they don’t want me home until i have a degree and are “up on my feet”. I wish so badly i could go back to OBX sit by the beach, work as a waiter at a grill, and live peacefully in solace but my parents won’t have it. They are just too scared for me and of me to have me back. And this hospitalization won’t help
Booze will definitely take you down quickly, so you’re right about that. And those are some pretty nasty symptoms. What meds do they have you on and how much?
I thinking… gimme a minute.
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A lot of things are blowing my mind. I can’t tell what is real.
I have a painting of a bunny in my ER room. How great. I could stare at it all day
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I love that video. Thats like my ultimag goal in life. Ill learn how to get there and ill take a boat and then its bunny time. Its also Japan so even better. Then my bunny minions will take over this planet and name it our carrot kingdom
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