I had a vegan moussaka today and this bean thing and it was all amazing.
I washed before leaving the house
My amazon delivery arrived broken,And Im actually glad about that since I have a reason to refund it. I realized I wont be needing this thing I bought anymore.
I spent a few hours making a keyboard layout for a foreign language that matched these fairly cheap keyboard language stickers, and gave it to the supplier, so that users can type all the letters of the alphabet properly (before, the stickers didn’t match the layout)
I don’t hear “eat ■■■■, eat ■■■■, eat ■■■■” anymore between the words of a prayer that I listen to regularly (my symptoms are healing)
I bought a diet guide that will increase testosterone while blocking estrogen, which causes rapid weight loss (it’s for 40+ people, but I feel I can benefit from it as a 35 year old)
I had the day off, and I didn’t have to go anywhere other than the corner gas station for cigarettes.
I only had to wear clothes for a few minutes, for that trip to the gas station.
All I’m going to have for dinner is leftovers, but it’s something that was very tasty when it was freshly-made, just hope it’s good reheated. I guess I’ll find out shortly.
I ate 3 meals today - breakfast, lunch AND dinner. That’s rare for me.
Oh can I do 4 today? I had a delusion today, which wasn’t fun, but the good part was I could put it away and have a nice evening despite the bizarre scary thought running around in my head now and then. I’m getting better at this (taps on wood, I hope it stays like this).
Had a spontaneous lunch in a restaurant with parents and son.
Bought winter clothes with & for my son. He picked trousers, sweaters, socks and a Christmas outfit, all by himself (okay, okay, with some tiny bit of steering from my side). He is 7 and has his own strong taste in clothes (and other stuff as well). It’s kind of interesting to see what he likes and doesnt like - our tastes are quite different, but he is developping and expressing his own style, which I honour as much as possible. He’ll be a real gentleman on Christmas, with a fancy blouse and pants.
I made a decision. I just cancelled my volunteering job for the next few months. They have enough people now and new work + volunteering + kid is really a bit too much for me at this moment. I’m proud that I felt my own boundaries before collapsing, that I made a decision and I expressed it assertively.
Ohh… and I had a really good day without delusions or depression or bad stuff.