Looks like 2 friends have decided to take a massive crapp on my head and 1 thing was just terrible, so i have been trying to deal with it te last 4 days and really struggling but today is a bit better and just think ‘i dont want these people to make me feel bad’ & ‘i definitely dont want to get symptomatic over it’ I did get a little symptomatic but luckily it was mild to moderate, I’m hoping that i can remain calm and composed around these people because they are in close proximity in my life and it was very shocking,
I’m not even capable of doing the things that 1 friend said, i have been relying on the support from my Friends, Family, Pastor, psychologist & charities and they all know me and know that what has been said is not true, so yeah, big thanks to @el_Jimbobbio for being a great friend and support through this, hopefully i will come out smiling.
They fkd me over, my so called close friend told lies about me, the other is just being mean, together it feels like they have just crapped all over me bc i have done them a lot of favours and helped them out a lot in the past, not anymore.
i had to call the helpline last night as i sort of had an anxiety attack, i havent been eating or drinking much but i was just upset/angry about what happened its awful, i’m trying to just get through it but its awful
so my neighbour has been talking sh-it about me to my other neighbours, I’m trying to ignore it, i came home from a hard day having not slept last night to a neighbour giving me hassle about the rats that we’ve been dealing with, its really childish, sinister stuff, she must have a massive chip on her shoulder., I still haven’t slept
its awful, i’m trying to just get through it but its awful